saving all his overtime for the one love of his life

[zmonster]

i miss traveling. i can't help it. i think about it...a lot. i miss eating pears and brie wrapped in prosciutto with grains of portuguese sand grinding against my teeth. mojitos in praha. i miss having an amazing time with complete strangers who by the end of the night i'll know in my heart for the rest of my life. it does feel good to be in one place and develop relationships, but it's almost too small. but i have been changing. i haven't had a plateau of happiness in awhile. i haven't had enough joy that i need to pass it on. to be honest, i had an awful winter break. i almost reached the point of being jaded. which i'd generally consider to be the antithesis of me.

i did have an amazing night last night. a night for friendships. life really is so exciting. no matter where you are in the world. it's a gift, if you can make it that.