...long time.
yes, i'm making a post in this thing. it's been YEARS. but from playing video games(Resident Evil, reading journals, thinking of past, Dreamcast, events and such things), watching a movie the night before this (Batman: The Dark Knight) I've come to realize many of things in such few hours....where to start? do you know what i say when i convert my energy into a 'permanent' remembrance? no not so...and will i remember my exact state when i read this in the future? perhaps not...but that is what i'm getting at. this world...this life...it is all so fragile and exiled, ugly, beautiful; horrible it is. my 'circumference' is not too wide, but my depth is oh so deep...my eternity is forever and my mind is stricken to by a hammer made of indestructible lead and steel. in short...
my goals are not yet reached, and my heart will never be fulfilled with a heart of glory, golden, or love. i am wanting the wrong things or at least it seems i'm asking the wrong way for the things i want, because of the chaos that ensues with life's breath taking a walk can effect your legs but it also effects you diet and butterfly effects everything down the road. maybe the map to all the answers is in your mind. or maybe your mind is the map to your life and it will be followed willing or unwillingly...maybe i'm just a mad man, insane...meant for one purpose that i have the gut to fulfill or maybe i don't want to and am(will) be forced to. notice this is particularly longer than the above? but it is easier for you to understand is it not humans? maybe the road i want to understand is not so 'long' at sight but it is the hardest of the hardest and the most meaningful of the meaningless(life). either way i am writing this as i convert my thoughts and pleasures into a new gold road of goals.
ironic how it all fits together, but it must for it is all the same substance...
my beauty i saw online is ever so sweet...too bad i'll never talk to her or see her face to face probably. for she doesn't even know me and i don't know her but she is fairly pretty...if that counts for anything.
-i hate math and science figuring it out, but i'm great at it and love doing it when i don't have to
-i'm fair at english i'm just too stubborn
-i hate the world, society, that has become today, and i'd do much to change it, like i goal orientate
-from batman movie thought -> don't make plans, make goals...plans can be interfered, goals can just not be reached.
my goals are not yet reached, and my heart will never be fulfilled with a heart of glory, golden, or love. i am wanting the wrong things or at least it seems i'm asking the wrong way for the things i want, because of the chaos that ensues with life's breath taking a walk can effect your legs but it also effects you diet and butterfly effects everything down the road. maybe the map to all the answers is in your mind. or maybe your mind is the map to your life and it will be followed willing or unwillingly...maybe i'm just a mad man, insane...meant for one purpose that i have the gut to fulfill or maybe i don't want to and am(will) be forced to. notice this is particularly longer than the above? but it is easier for you to understand is it not humans? maybe the road i want to understand is not so 'long' at sight but it is the hardest of the hardest and the most meaningful of the meaningless(life). either way i am writing this as i convert my thoughts and pleasures into a new gold road of goals.
ironic how it all fits together, but it must for it is all the same substance...
my beauty i saw online is ever so sweet...too bad i'll never talk to her or see her face to face probably. for she doesn't even know me and i don't know her but she is fairly pretty...if that counts for anything.
-i hate math and science figuring it out, but i'm great at it and love doing it when i don't have to
-i'm fair at english i'm just too stubborn
-i hate the world, society, that has become today, and i'd do much to change it, like i goal orientate
-from batman movie thought -> don't make plans, make goals...plans can be interfered, goals can just not be reached.