Can Someone be mentally unattractive... Cause I think I qualify.
I have some faith in the fact that I'm not a completely hidious freak that no one likes but I have this weird feeling that my state of mind and intelligence doesn't let me easily relate to the youth of america. I have yet to see an individual who I care about in a physical manner and yet I can have a conversation with. This notion is elevated to another level every day. I can't tell weather the problem is with me or weather i'm not responsible for the fact that seemingly no one is affectionate for me... wait whatever I'm not gonna edit this... sorry I just realized the rediculousness of the previous sentence and this whole entry so please excuse me if my complaining gets to you please tell me. Okay where was I. Oh yeah. ok I must be to some extent responsible for my status but how. Am I viewed as overly proper and one who speaks in a manner that screams overachievement I know I've been called condesending and I know I am a bit but is that why I feel so isolated. Or am I viewed as one who just thinks differently and therefore should be left alone to think... See what happens when you think to much. You go out of your way to think up crazy solutions to your problems. Maybe it's my Ideals not to experience the teen steriotype and therefore no one wants to know intimately someone who refuses to associate on the level to which they themselves are living. I'm very confused and I'd appreciate any input. kinda feelin obsesive for some unknown reason. WHY WHY WHY WHY.