"So long and Thanks For all the fish" -Douglas Adams

Jul 06, 2003 03:09

Writing- the art to which an author will compose text to form mental imagery, news, information, or just random bits of text to formulate the authors thoughts... And while I love this dearly I have no need to display it in public forum. I am a selfish author, and nor will I write my thoughts on a regular basis so that the world can know when I am up, down, lef,t right, or somewhere in limbo. This is the other issue even If I attempted to write my feelings to the world I know of only two people who would read it regularly and they have no need of this because they mean more than anything more in the world too me and can know my every whim with a simple question. Thus I have no need for this lovely online publishing device, and I will not use it any more. Why do I continue to write for a world audiance when I know who they are... Why do I write for many when I could write intimately for two. I write no more because by doing so it's one more brick in the wall, one more week on crutches and this journal is just a tool for mass drama and mass relief. So I write my last entry for those I care about.

Thank you nikki for giving me this opportunity to use and utilise this tool I'm sorry I could not put it to better use. Remember that you have immense talent and I want to tell you what it is... You don't need to know because it's whats inside you.
You have "it" the defining feature of those who can prosper in the actual business.Love what you do you have talent and skill in your field... exploit yourself to the full potential and don't be afraid to leave yourself uncovered by your craft and exposed to those who can see through you th the very floor you walk on and kiss it
do you understand that not only do you have a wonderous gift but you are so blind to what it is that it naturally leads you like a horse to water there is no other way to describe what you have except that you have a life that you can persue follow the trail by not questioning your leads... find what you don't want by looking for the alternative.your a wonderful person I don't think anyone including yourself gives you enough credit for who you and while I know there is a shell of you that may not want to read this whole thing this may be the one moment where I'm not condesending and you can appreciate yourself and so can I.

Through out the time I've known you... The wonderous things I've thought about you... both fair and foul, You are quite interesting, odd, and spectacular and at the same time I question how our personalities ever work together. I'm quite sure it is the same reason you will prosper in the business "Public relations".I love you dearly In many ways and If I could sit down with you and marley and map out all the silly trio stuff I'm sure we'd laugh till no end. The way the world turns is due to the page you are on compared to the person reading the same book next to you.

Marley... Oh my, you sweet child you. You have a wonderous sense of expression and love. My Interests in your personality have spread far and vast and I am proud to know just as you should be that I am your friend. It's hard to think of all the things we've shared but I would value thought and conversation the most. Marley we have an amazing ability to connect and yet at the same time never be on the same page but when we achieve our understandings it is euphoric, it is beauty, and it is marvelous. Along the same lines as Nikki I feel that our relationship in a trio and seperate has grown immensly and I cherish every aspect of it. I think of you both as a wonderous blend of friend/mentor/family and I am honored to love you both.

I'd like to sit down some time just the three of us and explore the vast wonders of our time together(from the good times and the bad all the way through to stupid misunderstandings). I love you all and these were the final words I wanted to fill this journal with I'm sure they will not be our last.

LOVE,
Zach
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