godhead

Oct 10, 2004 19:41

I am reading Rumi and Ibn Tufayl and St. Augustine and thinking a whole lot about God.
I have been crying very often.
Baraka made me feel smaller and more helpless than i can ever remember feeling.
i miss home.
time passes and i feel nostaglic about everything.
i need the desert. my soul is malnourished.

okay, i dont know if that's true.
i am discovering spirituality, which is pretty important and pretty fulfilling.
i guess my intellect is stimulated and engaged, but my heart is lagging behind...or something.
i dont think i like broadcasting my self exploration over the internet. it feels a bit pretentious, but this is what i'm thinking about so this is what you get.

also, danny isnt talking to me at this moment. we've been irritating each other a little more than usual, but i'm madly in love with him so it doesnt really matter.

i wonder about God.
i wonder about soulmates.
i wonder about humans.

poopy lala. pink elephants and what not.
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