[exo] leave it all behind (1/1)
Characters/Pairings: Yixing/Luhan
Rating: PG
Wordcount: ~600
Warning: N/A
Song Prompt: I Would - Henry Lau
Summary: Yixing thinks getting over Wufan is like fighting a war, a battle that he is losing. Written for my song drabble collection.
Yixing is more than a little tipsy when he stumbles through the front door of his shared apartment with Luhan at 2 in the morning. He tries to be as quiet as possible but he has little success when he accidentally swings the door open too hard, a loud bang sounding through the once quiet apartment building. He winces but swings the door closed. He falls onto his hands and knees onto the ground and feels the tears welling up in his eyes.
“Why?” Yixing whimpers and curses when he sees teardrops falling onto the hardwood floor underneath him. “Why can’t I get over him? I don’t want to love him anymore.”
He growls and punches the ground angrily. “Why can’t I walk away as easily as you did?”
He hears rushed footsteps coming from down the hall and feels hands gripping his shoulder, heaving him up to stand straight. His once tense muscles loosen up and he puts all of his weight onto the person who has their arm looped around his waist and his arm on the persons shoulder.
“Why did you drink so much, Xing?” Luhan asks worriedly.
Yixing wants to shout. He doesn’t want to be the reason why there is a worried expression etched on Luhan’s face all the time. He doesn’t want to be the reason why there are bags under Luhan’s large, doe eyes. “I’m sorry.”
“Let’s get you to be bed, alright Xing?” Luhan says and Yixing lets his gege drag him into his room, tucking him into bed.
He wakes up the next morning with a sore throat, head pounding against his skull. “Morning,” Luhan greets from the side of his bed with two pills on the palms of his hand. “How are you feeling?”
“Like shit,” Yixing replies and takes the pills, swallowing them along with a long gulp of water from the cup Luhan had brought in. “Thank you.”
“Anytime, Xing,” Luhan says and reaches up to ruffle Yixing’s hair. “Baekhyun wants to go out for a cup of coffee. Want to join us?”
Yixing wants to decline. He just wants to stay in bed, curled up with tears soaking his pillow but the words die at the end of Yixing’s tongue when he looks at Luhan. There are bags under Luhan’s eyes, skin slightly drier than they usually are and he’s even paler, if that’s even possible.
“I’m sorry,” Yixing blurts out and immediately grabs for Luhan’s hands when he sees the formation of a pout taking place on Luhan’s lips. “I’m sorry for making you worry about me so much. I’ll go with you to have coffee with Baekhyun.”
Yixing can’t help the smile that makes its way across his face when Luhan lights up like a puppy. “Really? You’d come with me to have coffee with Baekhyun? He’s very worried about you too, you know.”
“Yes, I’ll come,” Yixing says and a soft laugh slips through his lips before he realizes it.
Luhan and he both freeze at the sound. He sees Luhan’s eyes soften and Luhan raises his arms to cup Yixing’s cheeks delicately between his palms. Yixing closes his eyes when he sees Luhan lean closer and smiles small when he feels Luhan’s lips press against his forehead.
“Let’s get ready, yeah?”
“Sure.”
Yixing used to think getting over Wufan was like fighting a war, a battle that he was losing. But now, with Baekhyun and Luhan both smiling so brightly in front of him, he thinks he will get over Wufan eventually. He’ll somehow manage to leave it all behind.
★ not sure if i really like this all too much but meh.
★ been having a lot of sexing feels but i end up writing xinghan? idek what i'm doing anymore.
★ yupp, i'm going to start posting my fics here instead of my personal lj from now on. join?
★ thank you for reading and i hope you enjoy? T__T
- rin♥
Rating: PG
Wordcount: ~600
Warning: N/A
Song Prompt: I Would - Henry Lau
Summary: Yixing thinks getting over Wufan is like fighting a war, a battle that he is losing. Written for my song drabble collection.
Yixing is more than a little tipsy when he stumbles through the front door of his shared apartment with Luhan at 2 in the morning. He tries to be as quiet as possible but he has little success when he accidentally swings the door open too hard, a loud bang sounding through the once quiet apartment building. He winces but swings the door closed. He falls onto his hands and knees onto the ground and feels the tears welling up in his eyes.
“Why?” Yixing whimpers and curses when he sees teardrops falling onto the hardwood floor underneath him. “Why can’t I get over him? I don’t want to love him anymore.”
He growls and punches the ground angrily. “Why can’t I walk away as easily as you did?”
He hears rushed footsteps coming from down the hall and feels hands gripping his shoulder, heaving him up to stand straight. His once tense muscles loosen up and he puts all of his weight onto the person who has their arm looped around his waist and his arm on the persons shoulder.
“Why did you drink so much, Xing?” Luhan asks worriedly.
Yixing wants to shout. He doesn’t want to be the reason why there is a worried expression etched on Luhan’s face all the time. He doesn’t want to be the reason why there are bags under Luhan’s large, doe eyes. “I’m sorry.”
“Let’s get you to be bed, alright Xing?” Luhan says and Yixing lets his gege drag him into his room, tucking him into bed.
He wakes up the next morning with a sore throat, head pounding against his skull. “Morning,” Luhan greets from the side of his bed with two pills on the palms of his hand. “How are you feeling?”
“Like shit,” Yixing replies and takes the pills, swallowing them along with a long gulp of water from the cup Luhan had brought in. “Thank you.”
“Anytime, Xing,” Luhan says and reaches up to ruffle Yixing’s hair. “Baekhyun wants to go out for a cup of coffee. Want to join us?”
Yixing wants to decline. He just wants to stay in bed, curled up with tears soaking his pillow but the words die at the end of Yixing’s tongue when he looks at Luhan. There are bags under Luhan’s eyes, skin slightly drier than they usually are and he’s even paler, if that’s even possible.
“I’m sorry,” Yixing blurts out and immediately grabs for Luhan’s hands when he sees the formation of a pout taking place on Luhan’s lips. “I’m sorry for making you worry about me so much. I’ll go with you to have coffee with Baekhyun.”
Yixing can’t help the smile that makes its way across his face when Luhan lights up like a puppy. “Really? You’d come with me to have coffee with Baekhyun? He’s very worried about you too, you know.”
“Yes, I’ll come,” Yixing says and a soft laugh slips through his lips before he realizes it.
Luhan and he both freeze at the sound. He sees Luhan’s eyes soften and Luhan raises his arms to cup Yixing’s cheeks delicately between his palms. Yixing closes his eyes when he sees Luhan lean closer and smiles small when he feels Luhan’s lips press against his forehead.
“Let’s get ready, yeah?”
“Sure.”
Yixing used to think getting over Wufan was like fighting a war, a battle that he was losing. But now, with Baekhyun and Luhan both smiling so brightly in front of him, he thinks he will get over Wufan eventually. He’ll somehow manage to leave it all behind.
★ not sure if i really like this all too much but meh.
★ been having a lot of sexing feels but i end up writing xinghan? idek what i'm doing anymore.
★ yupp, i'm going to start posting my fics here instead of my personal lj from now on. join?
★ thank you for reading and i hope you enjoy? T__T
- rin♥