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I wonder if the people who I think of as friends comprehend just how fragile my self-esteem is? If they did they might not find it so funny to joke to one another some place online where I'm bound to see it that I talk too much and need to shut up.
WTF?
Now I feel stupid for spending my day baking for one of the pair's birthday tomorrow and buying him what I thought was a thoughtful and sweet gift. Part of me knows/hopes it was just a joke. But the 12 year old inside me who had no friends and spent all her time alone is crying a little bit.
WTF?
Now I feel stupid for spending my day baking for one of the pair's birthday tomorrow and buying him what I thought was a thoughtful and sweet gift. Part of me knows/hopes it was just a joke. But the 12 year old inside me who had no friends and spent all her time alone is crying a little bit.