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[ziukkinna]

have you ever reached that point of desparation, late at night, alone in your bed, when you feel so lonely and helpless? you wonder if you will ever find that person that you have been told is out there - that person that is the yang to your yin, or vice versa? your dream guy/girl, your soulmate? do you ever sit on the couch and eventually turn

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[deadpromqueen]

hey just wanted to let you know I have a new journal. Misspissypants was too public! This one is friends only so add me if you want!

xo

[cryptical]

(hugs)

I'll be your soulmate.

(bats eyes)

[voratus]

Been there, done that, got the t-shirt.
Not that it makes anything better though.
*hugs*

Until a few years ago...

[gnomon_sage]

The absolute worst for me--maybe I shouldn't mention, for fear of power of suggestion--so, yes, almost all my life. I feel for you, though of course, my bed's so full, I've taken to sleeping on cushions on the floor next to the bed (usually Dylan joins me when he stirs about and doesn't find me in the bed).

I could give you a call sometime! There's not much deep conversing in my life--I'll look for your number.

[madhuri]

The feeling of longing doesn't go away. I am happily married and have been with the same wonderful man for 13 years. He couldn't be any more wonderful. The emptiness I feel is the same emptiness I thought he would fulfill befor we got together. Yes, it does make things more bareable to have a partner in life that you love, but it doesn't totally fulfill that emptiness, which I think is really a longing for God. I know most people think that when they find true love and have a healthy loving relationship, perhaps marriage, that they will be totally happy. There is a deeper longing. Most people don't even realize it is there, this deeper longing, because it is in desquise as a longing for a romantic love, for a man or woman...usually, sadly people don't even find that kind of comfort. I have found true love and yet, the emptiness remains. If you can truly be connected to the universal love, God, whatever you want to call it, then you wouldn't feel lost and alone anymore

[ziukkinna]

that makes sense. it's not quite reassuring, but it makes some sense. maybe it's just all of us wanting to go home. i've felt that in the past couple years, "missing home." but there's really no where i can call home anymore. my parents are in one place, my friends in others, my dog, a big part of growing up, she passed on.

maybe death is the meaning of life. it's the goal we're striving/living for so we can all go back and be with each other somewhere.