close yet far...
well these
past couple of days have been good for me. i think that i just
dont have such a burden in my life anymore that im beginning to be my
fun loving self again. carefree, happy...not letting anything stop me
now. tonite is going to rock. im going to alicia's to have once again
one of our memorable parties that we always have- hahah yesssssssss im flippin excited, i dont know about you guys but i am :D then
tomorrow my cousin is getting married and sara's prom. i cant wait to
see gorgeous lil sarbear all dressed up in her little sexy dress. i
love my family, just love them more than anything.
and i love my friends- everything is good with beth again which is a
plus. im just in a state of utter happiness and i really do not
know why. oh great news - i am
going home for the summer. i just wasnt ready yet to acutally move away
from home. i love it too much. my favorite thing about my house is the
smell when i walk in when i have been away for awhile. especially
during the spring. its just the smell of home. also, my home feels like
home. just when you walk in the door. man do i love it more than life itself :)
oh boy- this weekend will be good and it is going to take my mind off of a lot of things, which is good b/c i dont need to think about him b/c hes a piece of shit who can rot in hell for all i care. not my problem anymore. i just need to go out and have fun like i used to and get over his sorry ass...was that harsh? really, i dont care...hahhaha...i think that i am the devil- perhaps i am....lol...
well my lil kitties i shall get going into the shower and get myself ready for this day even though i had an 8 a.m. class already which was allright for once. our t.a. is such a nerd and is a british military historian..if that tells you anything...hes all right...knows his shit thats for sure.
much love
emily ann
oh boy- this weekend will be good and it is going to take my mind off of a lot of things, which is good b/c i dont need to think about him b/c hes a piece of shit who can rot in hell for all i care. not my problem anymore. i just need to go out and have fun like i used to and get over his sorry ass...was that harsh? really, i dont care...hahhaha...i think that i am the devil- perhaps i am....lol...
well my lil kitties i shall get going into the shower and get myself ready for this day even though i had an 8 a.m. class already which was allright for once. our t.a. is such a nerd and is a british military historian..if that tells you anything...hes all right...knows his shit thats for sure.
much love
emily ann