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man, I never update anymore.
life is going excellently. I have a social life again, it's pretty cool. I have a guy I like a lot, don't get to see him much though cause I've been busy and his house is a little bit of a drive. that's all I'm gonna speak on that publicly though. I picked up guitar again. I'm gonna try to surpass the level of skill I had attained when I used to play (which wasn't particularly high in the first place, sooo). I'm also gonna try to give singing a shot, but that's more of a private hobby hahaha. my friend wants me to make a band with him... I mean, it's a cool idea, but there's no way in hell anyone's gonna get me to stand up and sing in front of people. I'll keep my dignity intact, kthanks.
I can tell I've become a little bit more private when it comes to personal affairs, as you can probably tell by this extremely bland post.
hurrum, what else. dealing with weird college apps, I haven't completed any yet lol. I'm seriously considering going to saddleback for a year. get shit figured out. I'm just busy, I guess. confused. strange pressures emenating from both sets of parents, a push/pull thing. go to college, don't leave us, we'll support you, that's too expensive... I just need to sit on things more. but the nice thing is I'm already getting a little college credit down this year with my ap classes, maybe I'll even sign up for some classes on the side next semester if I can handle it. I'd like to take a formal music class, get back into piano maybe. learn the cello. who knows. I forgot how musically-inclined I was until recently, I had lost a lot of myself these past two years. it's fun gaining it all back. meeting certain people who inspire me. :) hehh.
I guess that's enough of an update for now, don't really feel like sitting around and documenting my life.
life is going excellently. I have a social life again, it's pretty cool. I have a guy I like a lot, don't get to see him much though cause I've been busy and his house is a little bit of a drive. that's all I'm gonna speak on that publicly though. I picked up guitar again. I'm gonna try to surpass the level of skill I had attained when I used to play (which wasn't particularly high in the first place, sooo). I'm also gonna try to give singing a shot, but that's more of a private hobby hahaha. my friend wants me to make a band with him... I mean, it's a cool idea, but there's no way in hell anyone's gonna get me to stand up and sing in front of people. I'll keep my dignity intact, kthanks.
I can tell I've become a little bit more private when it comes to personal affairs, as you can probably tell by this extremely bland post.
hurrum, what else. dealing with weird college apps, I haven't completed any yet lol. I'm seriously considering going to saddleback for a year. get shit figured out. I'm just busy, I guess. confused. strange pressures emenating from both sets of parents, a push/pull thing. go to college, don't leave us, we'll support you, that's too expensive... I just need to sit on things more. but the nice thing is I'm already getting a little college credit down this year with my ap classes, maybe I'll even sign up for some classes on the side next semester if I can handle it. I'd like to take a formal music class, get back into piano maybe. learn the cello. who knows. I forgot how musically-inclined I was until recently, I had lost a lot of myself these past two years. it's fun gaining it all back. meeting certain people who inspire me. :) hehh.
I guess that's enough of an update for now, don't really feel like sitting around and documenting my life.