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sorry for the lack of explanations everyone. there's one on my myspace blog, and I really don't have the heart to type up another one.
plus, the entire situation is so strange and confusing for me that I'm inconsistent enough in my thoughts on it, I'd rather not "immortalize" them for others to read. in case a wrong message gets sent out, I change my mind, whatever.
I just feel like I should keep this much more private than I have with other, similar issues in the past. I've been posting a lot lately but much of it is private, and more for the sake of documenting my thoughts than to let others know what's going on.
I'm really trying to be strong though... really trying...
plus, the entire situation is so strange and confusing for me that I'm inconsistent enough in my thoughts on it, I'd rather not "immortalize" them for others to read. in case a wrong message gets sent out, I change my mind, whatever.
I just feel like I should keep this much more private than I have with other, similar issues in the past. I've been posting a lot lately but much of it is private, and more for the sake of documenting my thoughts than to let others know what's going on.
I'm really trying to be strong though... really trying...