Nov 14, 2004 10:24
well hey ther, havent updated this in a while cus ive been too feckin busy to go online.Im jus home from a drunken nite again and thought id cum online b4 i tidy this damn house.
wellll, lastnite i was pissed in more ways than one.firstly i wasnt even meant to go out on the piss, secondly, eh i did....went out to kube and sang my lil heart out on karaoke, angel.....i killed the song cus the mic was fecked up, hada get it changed twice thru the sng, but sure. didnt get to sing my song that i can actually sing properly on it.its got to be e e e e e e PERFECT!lol, wotever, neways i then went to the cinema with the ex, nikki and ang cus wee laura wasnt feelin well, so ended up seein bridget jones diary2!thats one funi film!!!!then left my car at kube and went to get pissed.Fuck nikki that deep throat was ROTTEN!lol...kinda then got another few drinks and shots and after a red aftershock i was fucked..saw my ex who broke up with me the nite b4 with another chick and got kinda upset and shit but i gues thats the scene for u like!neways i cudnt hack seein them together so kinda went off a few times on my own leavin ppl searchin evrywer for me!lol.aw well was gud craic after i sobered up a bit and gota bita advice bout the ex off my wee chantel!!!thanx very much chick......neways im goin out next frinite with cas and annika the cutest couple on this planet!!!!and wee danni!cant w8!!!!!!
well, im so confused at the mo, wil i r wont i move to canada??dads away at the minute gettin a marraige license sorted out and ive gota make my decision wether im guna stay r go b4 the new year.thats like only a few months away, i cant do this...i cant leav my friends who have been ther for me thru everythin, thru my mums death.they made me who i am today and if i go, i wont have that nemore.i fink il end up jus gettin depressed r sumt.i suppose i wont no til ive tried but im scared.its feckin my head up rite at this moment in time and im so annoyed bout the whole situation.y cant life jus be simple.....sumone post me advice cus i need it!!!!!
over and out
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