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i have figured out why i am so unhappy. i don't feel successful. i am not successful in seeking quality employment. i don't have school in which to succeed. i don't have clubs where i can contribute. anything i do for adam's band isn't good enough to actually be useful. i can't make adam happy. he doesn't want me to do anything to help him achieve his dreams. he doesn't seem to even want to talk to me.
bleckh.
bleckh.