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i go back in 4 days and 2 hours. i love it there. yet, knowing i will be away from here for so long makes me hesitant to cheer. i love my family. i love having no responsibility. i love sleeping when i want to for how long i want to. i love staying home ALL the time. i love the temple here.
yet, my life is there and i love everything about it. being here is more like a rest stop in my life; it always feels temporary. i just hope that when i return it feels like something more.
need to apply to internships, but i'm lazy.
need to write a paper for my rabbi, but i'm lazy.
need to clean my room, but i'm lazy.
maybe tomorrow on all that.
at the moment, i have no idea how i'm getting back. independence air went out of business; it was only a matter of time. so now i have a ticket for an airline that doesn't exist. maybe i'll fly standby. but hopefully, i'll take off in a rental car. then, i'll be able to fetch my darling at the airport and go to a real grocery store... and fuck like rabbits.
i found out yesterday that i was betrayed (minorly... i think betray may actually be too strong a word here, but i'm gonna go with it) by a friend i never expected. i guess she needs to fit in. if she wants to use me for that, i'm actually okay with it. kills two birds with one stone--makes her happy and maybe releases me from some responsibility.
this is a longer post than normal, but hey, i'm lonely and am just getting healthy from a really bad 36 hours.
i hope i don't get some shady ass roommate. i'd like to be alone until i find somewhere new next summer.
i might be volunteering at the holocaust museum. how sweet would that be? answer: very. plus it will be the first thing i've done since i started college.
will 21 hours and a volunteer job and tutoring and seth be too much?... we'll see. it's been a couple of years since i've amazed myself.
it's only a matter of days until our 1-year anniversary. that's hard for me to believe. it feels like only yesterday, yet at the same time it feels like forever.
hey, pope, remember that act for love personals site i registered for the fall before last? i just found that today and thought of you.
tomorrow i reckon i'm going to get up "early" (11, perhaps?) and take my mom to lunch. then, tomorrow night i'm shopping. sometime this week, i'd also like to contact rema hilal. but i'm lazy, and people don't understand that when they tell me to call them.
well, i'm sure no one is reading this. i'm going to go. have a great week. i'll be back home before you know it.
yet, my life is there and i love everything about it. being here is more like a rest stop in my life; it always feels temporary. i just hope that when i return it feels like something more.
need to apply to internships, but i'm lazy.
need to write a paper for my rabbi, but i'm lazy.
need to clean my room, but i'm lazy.
maybe tomorrow on all that.
at the moment, i have no idea how i'm getting back. independence air went out of business; it was only a matter of time. so now i have a ticket for an airline that doesn't exist. maybe i'll fly standby. but hopefully, i'll take off in a rental car. then, i'll be able to fetch my darling at the airport and go to a real grocery store... and fuck like rabbits.
i found out yesterday that i was betrayed (minorly... i think betray may actually be too strong a word here, but i'm gonna go with it) by a friend i never expected. i guess she needs to fit in. if she wants to use me for that, i'm actually okay with it. kills two birds with one stone--makes her happy and maybe releases me from some responsibility.
this is a longer post than normal, but hey, i'm lonely and am just getting healthy from a really bad 36 hours.
i hope i don't get some shady ass roommate. i'd like to be alone until i find somewhere new next summer.
i might be volunteering at the holocaust museum. how sweet would that be? answer: very. plus it will be the first thing i've done since i started college.
will 21 hours and a volunteer job and tutoring and seth be too much?... we'll see. it's been a couple of years since i've amazed myself.
it's only a matter of days until our 1-year anniversary. that's hard for me to believe. it feels like only yesterday, yet at the same time it feels like forever.
hey, pope, remember that act for love personals site i registered for the fall before last? i just found that today and thought of you.
tomorrow i reckon i'm going to get up "early" (11, perhaps?) and take my mom to lunch. then, tomorrow night i'm shopping. sometime this week, i'd also like to contact rema hilal. but i'm lazy, and people don't understand that when they tell me to call them.
well, i'm sure no one is reading this. i'm going to go. have a great week. i'll be back home before you know it.