wow can you believe the day has actually come?! we are graduating high school! 12 years of grade school... and can finally escape from all this! it still hasn't officially hit me yet. i don't feel like i'm leaving! there are some people i might not even ever see again! the thought of that makes me so sad. many of the people i met in high school have helped me become the person i am. i have such an amazing group of friends and i am so thankful for that! there are so many things i'm going to miss... all those random conversations during class, going out with everyone... i can't believe i'm going to be on the other side of the state from so many people i know! even though its the same state, i can't go drive down to see people whenever i want, especially since i won't have a car! i've gotten so used to just calling up my friends and hanging out last minute... now i'll only be able to talk to these people on the phone or internet when i'm not home. i can't even imagine not living at home. i don't know if i can handle being independent! what if i don't like my roommate? i'm not ready for this! but yet, on the other hand, i just can't wait to leave and be on my own... so many mixed emotions. well this year has been such a great year! i've gotten so close to so many people. i'm so glad my gym friends were able to stick together from go to tlc to cali dreams to jag! its been such a crazy year! can you believe i was actually with fritz a year ago today... wow i'm feeling very emo... i think its just cuz i watched my slideshow like 500 times... so many memories! thanks to all my friends for such an amazing year! i love you all and i will miss you very much! don't ever lose touch... its so easy these days with the internet and everything! have an amazing time in college for those who are graduating! CONGRATULATIONS CLASS OF 05!