well, fuck.
So, you know what?
Life sucks. This sucks. It makes no sense. The reasons are stupid. Life is hard. Love is hard. If you really cared we could make this work. But you don't, so, fuck it.
I have a pretty long week ahead of me. It's going to suck the big one. I have about ten million things I need to do. I can't sleep. I can't concentrate. And the one person that calms me at the end of the day, well just doesn't want to be that for me anymore.
But, you know what? I turn 21 next week. I'm turning 21 and I'm going to be in Disney when I do it. And I'm going to go out and I'm going to drink until I forget. I mean, he's given up, he lost interest, so I'm going to just move on. I'm just going to not care anymore. I'm going to be 21. I'm going to meet about a hundred new interesting people and then I won't have room for him in my life anymore.
Fuck.
I can hardly look forward to my birthday anymore.
I'm so not ok.
Life sucks. This sucks. It makes no sense. The reasons are stupid. Life is hard. Love is hard. If you really cared we could make this work. But you don't, so, fuck it.
I have a pretty long week ahead of me. It's going to suck the big one. I have about ten million things I need to do. I can't sleep. I can't concentrate. And the one person that calms me at the end of the day, well just doesn't want to be that for me anymore.
But, you know what? I turn 21 next week. I'm turning 21 and I'm going to be in Disney when I do it. And I'm going to go out and I'm going to drink until I forget. I mean, he's given up, he lost interest, so I'm going to just move on. I'm just going to not care anymore. I'm going to be 21. I'm going to meet about a hundred new interesting people and then I won't have room for him in my life anymore.
Fuck.
I can hardly look forward to my birthday anymore.
I'm so not ok.