Missy
Have you ever known someone that when you met them they renderd you speachless? Missy is that person for me. I gave all the space in my heart, told her things I wouldnt tell my best friend,and she stabbed me in the back. I have tried to hate her, tried to make myself stay angry at her yet I cant. I still love her. I know I should just get over her and move on, but she gave me five minutes of peace in a very hectic life. For the short months we were together she made me happier than I have been in a long time.
Goddess why do I want her back, she cheated on me three times and I know she would do it again, but I still love her. Goddess I love her. There was a time I would have given anything just for five minutes to cuddle with her now I will never get to do that with her again. Never get to feel her arms wrapped around me, never get to taste the sweetness of her kiss. I know it seems like I'm going on a pity trip about it but I'm not I just had to get this stuff off my chest. Gaia protect and watchover you all.
Goddess why do I want her back, she cheated on me three times and I know she would do it again, but I still love her. Goddess I love her. There was a time I would have given anything just for five minutes to cuddle with her now I will never get to do that with her again. Never get to feel her arms wrapped around me, never get to taste the sweetness of her kiss. I know it seems like I'm going on a pity trip about it but I'm not I just had to get this stuff off my chest. Gaia protect and watchover you all.