Back From The Pits Of Drunkeness
Many people have voiced many opinions about the things that went on last night. Asher is pissed off about it, Brian thinks we all needed it, Ariana and Kennerson believe it was a good thing.
Drinking is not something that we all do often. But when we do we do it because we want to have fun. Ok so some people get drunk and barf...such as me last night, but its not like we do it intentionally. I mean I dont know about the rest of the world but when I drink I cant tell when I'm about to barf right up until it's about to happen. So for those who think its stupid to get drunk until you barf, I say this, yes its stupid but its not intentional.
I admit it was not the right thing for me to get drunk and blow off Asher and to her I say I am sorry at somepoint in the future-soon I'm going to get together with her and it will be just me and her to make up for it.
But in a way I really needed last night. I have not been to a party since the beginning of the month and thats pretty good for me. Last night I got a chance to see some people that I havnt seen in a while. Such as Zack and Melony. I went to Enloe with Zack and Melony adn it was good to see them.
I also got a chance to just sit around and blow off some steam. I have been through my fair share of shit latley (not saying I got the worst of it)but I needed to get alot of stress out and sometimes drinking is just the way to go for me.
Now on to the real apology of the night...to karya and asher, I am very sorry for blowing you guys off last night. I did have every intention of coming to hang out. My plan was to go to the party for about an hour and see people and then go on to Ashers. But I wound up acting stupid and getting drunk and passing out. Asher in some ways I fully agree with the point on drinking being stupid but here's the thing, when I drink I do it fast, so it all pretty much hits me at once. I wish I had made it to your place last night because I really did want to hang out with you. Karya I am sorry that you are upset...nobody had the intention of upseting you or making you angry, i admit me and Brian trying to out drink each other was stupid but it happens. we have large ego's and it dosnt help when we start drinking. So to both of you I am sorry for upseting you.
To ariana, i will never tell what I put into your drinks and that is simply because I know when to stop giving them to you. I will tell you the drinks I give you are very powerfull for someone who dosnt drink very much so please dont ask for more than two or three if I am drinking to.
Thats all I wanted to say, earlier I was hung over so I wrote a brief entry on this subject. This is my opinion, I ask noone to like it I simply ask that you accept it as mine, you can not change it and I hope it dosnt upset anyone.
Gaia protect and watchover you all.
Drinking is not something that we all do often. But when we do we do it because we want to have fun. Ok so some people get drunk and barf...such as me last night, but its not like we do it intentionally. I mean I dont know about the rest of the world but when I drink I cant tell when I'm about to barf right up until it's about to happen. So for those who think its stupid to get drunk until you barf, I say this, yes its stupid but its not intentional.
I admit it was not the right thing for me to get drunk and blow off Asher and to her I say I am sorry at somepoint in the future-soon I'm going to get together with her and it will be just me and her to make up for it.
But in a way I really needed last night. I have not been to a party since the beginning of the month and thats pretty good for me. Last night I got a chance to see some people that I havnt seen in a while. Such as Zack and Melony. I went to Enloe with Zack and Melony adn it was good to see them.
I also got a chance to just sit around and blow off some steam. I have been through my fair share of shit latley (not saying I got the worst of it)but I needed to get alot of stress out and sometimes drinking is just the way to go for me.
Now on to the real apology of the night...to karya and asher, I am very sorry for blowing you guys off last night. I did have every intention of coming to hang out. My plan was to go to the party for about an hour and see people and then go on to Ashers. But I wound up acting stupid and getting drunk and passing out. Asher in some ways I fully agree with the point on drinking being stupid but here's the thing, when I drink I do it fast, so it all pretty much hits me at once. I wish I had made it to your place last night because I really did want to hang out with you. Karya I am sorry that you are upset...nobody had the intention of upseting you or making you angry, i admit me and Brian trying to out drink each other was stupid but it happens. we have large ego's and it dosnt help when we start drinking. So to both of you I am sorry for upseting you.
To ariana, i will never tell what I put into your drinks and that is simply because I know when to stop giving them to you. I will tell you the drinks I give you are very powerfull for someone who dosnt drink very much so please dont ask for more than two or three if I am drinking to.
Thats all I wanted to say, earlier I was hung over so I wrote a brief entry on this subject. This is my opinion, I ask noone to like it I simply ask that you accept it as mine, you can not change it and I hope it dosnt upset anyone.
Gaia protect and watchover you all.