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I just watched The Breakfast Club for the first time. It was really sad and sort of fitting at the same time.
Some really good stuff happens, and then it fades. I've never seen anything good that lasts. But there's generally something drastically different and still good that you have to ease yourself into. And that involves letting the old part go.
But you never really stop missing those times. I think I'd do just about anything for another summer running around hiding stuff in the field, or an afternoon at the Fenlon house, or driving around with Cory, or sharing at Monday Meeting, or really helping out with some crazy E's House thing.
It's that last one that I still need to get past. I need closure with it for some reason. A way to let people kinda drift off into the sunset and still feel like it was worthwhile, like I'm moving onto something better instead of letting go of everything.
Class and due dates are just slaughtering that. I have no time, and the time that I do get seems to get absorbed into playing catch-up or oversleeping. I get caught up on all the dumb things, but none of the good ones. Maybe this summer I can do that. Road trips, pointless drives, doing something enchanting with Kate. Living in the moment instead of what needs to be done or just got done. I'd really like that.
Some really good stuff happens, and then it fades. I've never seen anything good that lasts. But there's generally something drastically different and still good that you have to ease yourself into. And that involves letting the old part go.
But you never really stop missing those times. I think I'd do just about anything for another summer running around hiding stuff in the field, or an afternoon at the Fenlon house, or driving around with Cory, or sharing at Monday Meeting, or really helping out with some crazy E's House thing.
It's that last one that I still need to get past. I need closure with it for some reason. A way to let people kinda drift off into the sunset and still feel like it was worthwhile, like I'm moving onto something better instead of letting go of everything.
Class and due dates are just slaughtering that. I have no time, and the time that I do get seems to get absorbed into playing catch-up or oversleeping. I get caught up on all the dumb things, but none of the good ones. Maybe this summer I can do that. Road trips, pointless drives, doing something enchanting with Kate. Living in the moment instead of what needs to be done or just got done. I'd really like that.