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I said goodbye to my Kitty Baby today. It was really hard all day, and I gave her lots of loving all last night and today, but once we got to the vet and into the exam room, she calmed down and it got a little easier. I petted her the whole time, and she really started to relax and even purred a little. My mom was with me. I was really worried the vet would encourage us to try and extend her life, but she totally agreed with us. I didn't cry, surprisingly. she went in peace, without pain, and with her family by her side, loving her till the end. I'm relieved, actually. I've been afraid of losing her, of watching her get sick and suffer for about three years now. Now it's over, and she's in a better place, and I really feel relieved. I don't have to worry about her anymore. I'll miss her, but she gave me nineteen long years full of love.
