shit

Jul 26, 2007 18:46


and i am out of all my little witty sayings....my quotes to help rationalize the way i feel...the pictures i add to help paint a picture in your mind...i dont have words....expressions...or jokes.

i look back to this exect date last summer and i cnt help but think how stupid i was then...

man i just thought life was complicated. nothing ever turns out the way you expect it to. damn if i had known what i know now i would have enjoyed life so much more then.

i knew who my friends were
i was loved not only by one great guy but by two amazing guys
my family backed me 100%
i knew what i believed in, what my strengths were, and how to handle life.

now i am not only going into a battle ...but i am blinded and injured on unfamiliar grounds with no one behind me to fight beside me.

i dont tell people what goes on in my life because hwo can i expect them to understand and even if they did...no one has ever stayed around long enough to see me through a situation. i know every one has obsticles in life and i cant expect people to put me ahead of them selves but damn it that doesnt mean i dont wish some one would.

i have done a lot of stupid shit before but the last two weeks.....fuck man.....

sorry to every one i have ignored and pushed away but the last few days i just have not wanted to talk to any one or see any one so thus my not answering of the phone or messages ect.
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