Hooray for incoherent thoughts of the night
Its 3:00 am. I am planning on getting up at 8 in the morning (to do homework that I should have done tonight, sigh). I can't sleep. Lately, I have not been able to get to sleep until around this time, even if I am very tired. I think my sleeping habits over break really screwed me up... although tonight I think I can't sleep becuase my head is full of ideas. I tell myself not to think about them, but my brain won't stop.
I guess it started when I began thinking all the websites I need to design... and how I'm slacking off on that. Yeah, thats what I think about at night. Websites. Okay, not normally.
I want to draw again. I want to be an artist, a good one. With a unique art style. Yet still american comic-like. Not going to happen.
I think I'm really happy right now. Because everything is good, as good as it will ever be.
School wise everything is good. I got an A- in Modern Japan, a class many consider to be quite the bitch. That will keep me happy for weeks. I got a B+ in geography, which means I still have never gotten anything lower than a B+ in any geography class. I think I picked the right major. This stuff is interesting to me. I'm going on a field trip to St. Louis next week. Geography major = lots of time riding around in a van packed full of people.
My family is happy and loving. Well, as happy and as loving as they are going to get. Its really amazing. Sure, there is the my brother getting married deal, but he's happy, and thats all that matters.
I am happy with my friends. I don't have very many, but I don't care. I couldn't be more happy with the way things are.
And I always thought I would turn into some kind of freaky weirdo if I ever got into a romantic relationship, but I think I'm still the same. Or I passed through the freaky weirdo part and am back to being a regular weirdo again. I don't really know what I'm talking about. Eh, I'm happy and content and peaceful, thats the important thing.
Compare this to the chaos of last year.
All is well.
I think I can go to sleep now.
I guess it started when I began thinking all the websites I need to design... and how I'm slacking off on that. Yeah, thats what I think about at night. Websites. Okay, not normally.
I want to draw again. I want to be an artist, a good one. With a unique art style. Yet still american comic-like. Not going to happen.
I think I'm really happy right now. Because everything is good, as good as it will ever be.
School wise everything is good. I got an A- in Modern Japan, a class many consider to be quite the bitch. That will keep me happy for weeks. I got a B+ in geography, which means I still have never gotten anything lower than a B+ in any geography class. I think I picked the right major. This stuff is interesting to me. I'm going on a field trip to St. Louis next week. Geography major = lots of time riding around in a van packed full of people.
My family is happy and loving. Well, as happy and as loving as they are going to get. Its really amazing. Sure, there is the my brother getting married deal, but he's happy, and thats all that matters.
I am happy with my friends. I don't have very many, but I don't care. I couldn't be more happy with the way things are.
And I always thought I would turn into some kind of freaky weirdo if I ever got into a romantic relationship, but I think I'm still the same. Or I passed through the freaky weirdo part and am back to being a regular weirdo again. I don't really know what I'm talking about. Eh, I'm happy and content and peaceful, thats the important thing.
Compare this to the chaos of last year.
All is well.
I think I can go to sleep now.