Randomness
First let me get the random stuff down and out of my head. Chels this is mostly from you though. Bryan, is chels good in bed? She put me up to it I must say. But seriously, I would like to know why you guys r mad at kevin? I talked to Kevin and told him that Bryan said he was flirting with other girls. (PLEASE no one kill me for telling him but it's not fair to keep him in the dark) He said that yes Emma came over tuesday but he didn't want to be alone at his house with her so he took her down to TACO BELL to eat that's all. I have to say I believe him. Not because I have no choice or because I'm humoring him but simply because I love him and I trust him. If he says nothing happened and that he's not flirting with other people I believe him whole-heartedly. Bryan and chels, you guys really have no reason to be mad at him and kev you have no reason to be mad at them either. I really wish you guys would stop fighting. It makes me feel trapped in the middle and I god damn hate that feeling to death. Chels you get mad about the smallest things but you usually get over them fast why is it taking longer this time? And Bryan, I don't see you as the hating type. I have to say I look up to you as an older brother and I wish you guys could just get it through your thick skulls that there is nothing to be mad about. We're still god damn kids right? Jesus Christ we have absolutely noting to fight about but yet you guys always seem to find stuff anyway. Kevin I love you more than anything I swear, but sometimes you act a little bigger than your ego will allow. Chels I find you as my sister ok? But you are a brat sometimes and get mad really easily. I say that I don't want to take your guys' crap anymore a lot but really I don't mean it cuz I love you guys too much. Corny I know and you'll probably kill me chels but I don't care anymore I just think it's stupid that you people fight about the crziest stuff. Thankfully no one gets mad at me a lot and I usually don't know what's going on anyway since no one tells me (and believe me I like it like this) but really come on. I want all of you to talk and figure out what the hell is going on please. I want to hang out with you, Chelsey and Bryan too but then I can't hang with Kevin if I'm with you guys cuz you're mad at him. And then Kevin doesn't want to go if you guys r gonna be there and it just makes everything a living friggen hell. Of course if you guys insist on staying mad and you won't hang out with each other then I just won't hang with anybody but Mary who seems to be the only sane one sometimes. And that's prettu funny since she's INSANE. I love you guys to death but really GET OVER IT!!! and bryan if you just pulled this out of your ass and it really didn't happen then I am kindly asking you to put it back where you found it k? :) Oh and Chels, you know how you said you think Kevin has been a little bitchy lately and how you think he acts a little too confident and his ego is too big? Well what about you? There are things people don't like about you but that doesn't keep them from being your friend so why wouldn't you be Kevin's friend. Everyone puts up with whatever you dish out cuz we love ya so why can't you do the same? And the only reason Kevin has been bitchy is cuz he's just fed up with all the shit and he says he doesn't want to deal with it. I don't blame him but I still think he should at least try and deal with it cuz there are going to be plenty of more people in the world like you chels for him to deal with so he better get used to it now. If all of you are mad at me or just plain hate me after reading this fine, so be it. But somebody had to put it out in the open. Pretty crappy way to start my first online journal huh? Oh well such as life. Janise