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Apr 19, 2006 19:19

Well, I know I haven't been on in such a long while, but I can't help it.
At any rate... here's my 2 cents.

I'm horribly confused, sad, and angry. Fun. Also I'm strangely Happy, excited and energetic... odd.
Why? Who knows? Well... I do.
See if you can guess which reasons go with which emotion.
1) I feel my life is going nowhere
2) Amber now sits behind me
3) I feel as though my life is nothing but I giant practical joke being used to amuse everyone around me
4) All my friend barrage me with insults and personal attacks... It's getting to me (can you tell?).
5) Nobody seems to want to enjoy my company lately. This may be because I've been a bit... bitchy lately. But even when I TRY to be bearable I get these looks from all of them...
6) Sometimes, at night when my guard is down I get this crushing lonely feeling, even when I know I'm surrounded by people all the time.
7) I feel myself growing father from my friends and I can't take that.

So those are a few things... Grr...
Ciao all,
~Zimygoodness (a.k.a. the Lone Toy Soldier)
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