R.I.P Mary Ganim [Always in my Heart]

[zims_gir]

I wish I could tell you all the things I never got to say. I wish I had seen you before it was too late. I wish it wasn't you, and that you were still here to hug. You never failed to smile, even the serious situations were brightened by your shining personality. I wish I could tell you that you were the only girlfriend my dad had that I ever excepted and came to love and continued to love you long after that relationship had passed. I never failed to think you were an amazing person who I could go to if the world did indeed crumble around me.... yet I never took advantage of that and I regret it now that I didn't spend more time with you over the years. Hearing your voice used to make things all good. You were always such a positive person, who even in your struggle seemed to find the rays of hope and happiness. You loved me regardless of passing of time and circumstances.
I genuinly regret not spending the time with you that you offered if I ever needed it . I'm sorry for your family who have experienced the greatest loss ever, and I wish I could genuinly express to them that they had the best daughter/sister/wife/mother that anyone could ever ask for. I'm sorry that you didn't have longer on this earth. You had the best heart of anyone I have ever met on this earth, and your death truly is a great loss to this world that many will never comprehend.
Whatever is in the afterlife has earned an amazing soul, and I hope you are happy and no longer suffering. Please look after us until we can all meet again.
I will miss you something terrible, but I will never forget you ever.

You will forever be in my heart, that shining smile pushing me onward.

I love you.

Goddess Bless.