sippin on gin and juice
Apparently I dont even fucking exist anymore, otherwise you would have spoken to me...even said hi. Wow...I didn't think things could feel as shitty as they do now....thank you very much.
I never have regrets in my life and I never thought they would be because of you, I'm starting to doubt that now.
Came home again for the weekend...
Last night I got extremely intoxicated at Josh's...I was on fire with pong... Today we went back to Josh's house for round 2...didn't do as well 2night...Schwanz's birthday was today. Uggh I hate me...seriously, is there something so wrong with me that you have to make me question myself? What the fuck is wrong with me? I don't mean to sound so dramatic here, but what the shit?!!?
It was nice to see familiar faces.
I love Laura Klopp...shes the bestest roomie ever!
I can't wait to go back to school I've decided. I sorta hate my life right now..I should prolly go back on my medication, I have been having bad thoughts tonight.
P.S. Chris's birthday is Monday...he wants a pony!!!!
Time for bed. Night all.