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It was me and a couple of my girlfriends, i think it was kind of a mix of whoever because in real life, they don't hang out. We were all going to this field/pond/hiking thing and were packing up. On our way out, someone's aunt (i guess), asked if we'd take her baby and watch her that day. We agreed and put the baby in a stroller and headed out. We went on our journey and ate lunch on some rocks, walked through some town, and blah blah blah, then at the end of the day we started to walk back and were almost back to where my father was picking us up when we realized we lost the baby. One of the girls was like "yeah I think I may have lost her at such and such a place. so we walked back there but didn't find her. i was flipping out the most, and my friends were just like "well..there is nothing we can do" and i was just standing there like "this is a baby! a cute precious little baby". so obviously we checked all our belongings and made sure the baby wasn't anywhere. so a couple days went by and i forget what we told the "aunt". then one day i was in a room and i saw my friends backpack and i knew we'd checked it, or was almost certain but i checked again anyway, and it was heavy so i opened it and there was a gap bag in there, so i opended that and there was the baby. i was releived but also felt so bad, the baby hadn't eaten in two days and was stuck in this bag, but she didn't make any sound. so i held her and kissed her. she had wrinkle marks from the bag on her face and a couople little cuts. then i took her to change her diaper and it was just so discusting. then i gave her a bath and some food. then the dream just sort of ended.
i dont really know what the heck that would mean but i wanted to type it just in case. i know i didn't say it interestingly enough so if you dont read it i dont blame you but if you did, then let me know.
in other news, i feel like a baby myself right now. pretty annoying actually. last night was so good, that i can't even explain. i acted like a fool but i obviously don't fucking care. i saw almost everyone ever, who has exsisted, minus people who don't live in the area or are in austrailia or who wouldn't be there anyway, and it was so overwhelming. when i'm overwhelmed, i freak out and act like a combonation of the dancer and his girlfriend. and also i can't comprehend a thing. also it ususally dies down,. my high goes plummiting.
work tonight. stuuupid. satruday off..i better do a million good things. paper included in those million things. i better figure THIS out.