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Retarded...
No matter how fucked up you may think you are...
The ocean is not your friend...
So yeah until saturday night i had never been in the ocean before and those of you that have spent any time around me know that i am terrified of the water... Irrational fear of drowning and stuff like that... so saturday night about ten of us decide it would be a good idea to go down to the beach, it was a nice night afterall, looking at the sand and the water was fine, touching the sand was nice same with the water, being engulfed by said water when i was only knee deep in it, not so much... I could hear the water rushing over my ears at a deafening volume the taste of salt, the strange colors, the pressure on my skin, the powerlessness of it all, it's rather strange looking back on it, that should have scarred the fucking hell out of me, but it didn't, i'm gonna have to check on my irrational fear of drowning again this weekend or next, i think i may have overcome it... either that or i was just really fucked up :)...
On a lighter note me and six of my friends bonded on a much more personal level on saturday night and spent most of the day sunday in my room recovering... 5-HTP i love you... brandon thank you for that neat little amino acid
No matter how fucked up you may think you are...
The ocean is not your friend...
So yeah until saturday night i had never been in the ocean before and those of you that have spent any time around me know that i am terrified of the water... Irrational fear of drowning and stuff like that... so saturday night about ten of us decide it would be a good idea to go down to the beach, it was a nice night afterall, looking at the sand and the water was fine, touching the sand was nice same with the water, being engulfed by said water when i was only knee deep in it, not so much... I could hear the water rushing over my ears at a deafening volume the taste of salt, the strange colors, the pressure on my skin, the powerlessness of it all, it's rather strange looking back on it, that should have scarred the fucking hell out of me, but it didn't, i'm gonna have to check on my irrational fear of drowning again this weekend or next, i think i may have overcome it... either that or i was just really fucked up :)...
On a lighter note me and six of my friends bonded on a much more personal level on saturday night and spent most of the day sunday in my room recovering... 5-HTP i love you... brandon thank you for that neat little amino acid