i am...
in an emotional whirlwind right now, not really sure which way is up or down, alot of old feelings have flooded me again, i am a little overwhelmed but it feels good to know that someone out there still loves me, even with all of the mistakes i have made, hearing your voice last night was the best thing that has happened to me in a long time even if you were a little out of it, and your boyfriend was in the house...