oh boy
well, im home for the thanksgiving weekend
so far
kinda good stuff/alot of bad stuff
me and dani broke up
I dont know what i did wrong, i wrote her as much as i could, i would try to get on a computer at jobcore but they would always be filled, i gave her as much attention as i could
when i got here from jobcore she was the first person i hung out with ( i had to grab my id from brandon so i couldnt say she was the first person i had seen) I missed her so incredibly, I miss her even now, we talked last in my car and im just confused on whats happening
i hear from people that she likes some brandon kid
i told her do what makes her happy
I know being away from her for awhile would be hard but in her emails she would send me hope and motivation, yet when i get here its the opposite...
idk, maybe i didnt call her enough? wrote her enough?
i called her abit ago because i told her all of what i was thinking in the car at the time
which was alot, because i think of her constantly, I am just confused so badly right now...should i try for her still, or just give up? I know i dont want to give up, i like her so much, she makes me so happy, but i guess it just wont work....I dont know...*sigh* i thought it would work, i was and still am all for it, i hope that dani calls me today and asks to hang out and we talk about everything, but im pretty sure that what she wants isnt me...so idk...for now i resolve to a state of depressing confusion until the smoke clears, which will hopefully be later tonight...
until then, confused, lost, struggling,
Sean
so far
kinda good stuff/alot of bad stuff
me and dani broke up
I dont know what i did wrong, i wrote her as much as i could, i would try to get on a computer at jobcore but they would always be filled, i gave her as much attention as i could
when i got here from jobcore she was the first person i hung out with ( i had to grab my id from brandon so i couldnt say she was the first person i had seen) I missed her so incredibly, I miss her even now, we talked last in my car and im just confused on whats happening
i hear from people that she likes some brandon kid
i told her do what makes her happy
I know being away from her for awhile would be hard but in her emails she would send me hope and motivation, yet when i get here its the opposite...
idk, maybe i didnt call her enough? wrote her enough?
i called her abit ago because i told her all of what i was thinking in the car at the time
which was alot, because i think of her constantly, I am just confused so badly right now...should i try for her still, or just give up? I know i dont want to give up, i like her so much, she makes me so happy, but i guess it just wont work....I dont know...*sigh* i thought it would work, i was and still am all for it, i hope that dani calls me today and asks to hang out and we talk about everything, but im pretty sure that what she wants isnt me...so idk...for now i resolve to a state of depressing confusion until the smoke clears, which will hopefully be later tonight...
until then, confused, lost, struggling,
Sean