i just came to say hello
okay, no i didnt. i hate hellos almost as much as i hate good byes. people should just come in and pretend theyve always been there and when they leave it should be like they had never been there. the conversation that accompanies entrances and exits hits me as unusually stupid. the worst kind of small talk, "come on in" what else would you do? spend the entire party standing on the stoop? "how was the drive?" do you really care how everyones drive was? we were in a car and then i was on your doorstep and now i am answering this question that doesnt matter at all.
"id have made better time if it werent for hitting that turkey on the highway"
*awkward laughter*
"what was that like?"
"an awful bloody pinata."
(true story. happened tuesday)
in other more upsetting news, there was a boy found dead in maine. dont get me wrong, i feel bad. he was killed by his mum, thats a special kind of fucked up, but i have to hide all the comments and posts about him on facebook, because my anger over floweth and then i say horrible things in a semi public space and make more people angry and then everyone is angry... and sad. not nessisary. because my views on how people react in these situations is extreme... my reactions to what people SAY about these kinds of things is unpopular. just best to shuddap.
despite my almost overwhelming depression, today doesnt seem too bad.
"id have made better time if it werent for hitting that turkey on the highway"
*awkward laughter*
"what was that like?"
"an awful bloody pinata."
(true story. happened tuesday)
in other more upsetting news, there was a boy found dead in maine. dont get me wrong, i feel bad. he was killed by his mum, thats a special kind of fucked up, but i have to hide all the comments and posts about him on facebook, because my anger over floweth and then i say horrible things in a semi public space and make more people angry and then everyone is angry... and sad. not nessisary. because my views on how people react in these situations is extreme... my reactions to what people SAY about these kinds of things is unpopular. just best to shuddap.
despite my almost overwhelming depression, today doesnt seem too bad.