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My life feels so weird to me right now...
It's like the things are going on around me and I'm moving through it all completely detached....
Apathatic isn't a good word for it because I care...I just don't really feel anything anymore...
I'm not depressed and I'm not falling away from God. I've actually been getting closer to Him in a way. I just feel like I'm going through the motions. Everything feels so shallow. Especially my friendships. It's not all their fault and it isn't all my fault, but it's still superficial. I love them all and would do anything for them, but I don't want to take the time to invest into people if they aren't doing the same for me....that's so selfish.
It hurts though, having people who (quite literally) will stand far enough apart to let you see the inside of the circle but close enough that you can't be in it. How can I develope relationships with these kinds of people?
<3 - Sarah J
It's like the things are going on around me and I'm moving through it all completely detached....
Apathatic isn't a good word for it because I care...I just don't really feel anything anymore...
I'm not depressed and I'm not falling away from God. I've actually been getting closer to Him in a way. I just feel like I'm going through the motions. Everything feels so shallow. Especially my friendships. It's not all their fault and it isn't all my fault, but it's still superficial. I love them all and would do anything for them, but I don't want to take the time to invest into people if they aren't doing the same for me....that's so selfish.
It hurts though, having people who (quite literally) will stand far enough apart to let you see the inside of the circle but close enough that you can't be in it. How can I develope relationships with these kinds of people?
<3 - Sarah J