Liars who aren't even good at it.
People tick me off. Actually liars tick me off. I am a very accepting person. I might not agree with the decisions others make, but I respect the fact that it's their decision. The thing that bothers me is when people tell me about the way things happen or the way they feel about something and then tell a different story on their live journal. It has nothing to do with what they lied about, just that they lied. And it's not even something that has happened this one time. It's a reoccurring thing. I don't care that they call me and want to talk, but don't feed me a load of bull and then say something different to everyone else. I can't stand being lied to, but the worse is when someone isn't even good at lying. Don't get me wrong, I love this person and would do anything for them, but I can't stand being treated like that. I'm guessing this person knows who they are after reading this. I love ya, but you got to quit. Maybe it wasn't even me that you lied to, but everyone else. Either way, you need to just be real with people. You need to own up to your feelings, opinions and actions. Stop trying to impress everyone. Seriously. And along the same lines, don't ask me for advice if you aren't even going to consider what I have to say.
Anyway, the Christmas party at work was tonight. It was.....niiice. My boss made me sick and so did the food. I got a photo album from one of my co-workers. It's really nice. I like it. I'm glad it got over early and thankful that Eliott gave me a ride home so I didn't have to wait around there any longer.
My thoughts are so sporadic right now. Highs, lows and midtones. It's all kind of depressing. I can't seem to focus my attention on one specific thing. It's like a strobe of thoughts and feelings. The more I try to focus the faster they seem to jump around. I wish I could just take a break. To have peace of mind, even if it's for a little while. I don't know. Maybe I just need a good night's rest. Whatever the case, I seriously need some one on one time with God.
Apologies for my rambling. Bless you guys. <3 - Sarah J