Jun 10, 2005 17:00
My head has begun earlier, and here it is now. I am now a senior of highchool which means I have some weird status over all younger than me.
On a further note, I am trapped at home, depressed and ready to throw myself to the floor. I wish people cared. Not those who do, which is basically everyone on this site, but everyone not and ready to yell at me or raise their voice at every little thing I do. I am going to withdraw from society this summer, because people suck and even friends can be mean and obnoxius.
It's summer and I already hate my life. I don't feel like I can talk to my friends because they are also my sisters friends and she is so possesive and if I am yelled at one more time I will crack, some friends aren't worth pain, I don't think. Not like this. Then I might just sit down at a table and someone will just say, "I don't think your sister wants you here." Well thanks now I don't want to be here.
I also can't write I've been trying for the past five hours. I have two pages.
I also killed two ants and a daddy long legs. I had to kill the daddy long legs because it's body was mutilated, and couldn't walk it just kept flipping over. Why did it have to be that way? I didn't want to kill it but it couldn't move because one of its legs was even longer than the rest and really really weak. I feel bad. Someone help me.
My english teacher gave me a D on my reasearch paper because I can use a period correctly and can't capitalize. I work for a month on that thing without stop. I didn't go to karate because of it. My sister got to hang out with everyone and I stayed at homeworking. I fail at everything I try. I am so worthless.
Sincerely,
Me
P.S. Can't even write two pages...
P.P.S. Ready to slit my own wrists should I fail english this quater.
P.P.P.S How many post scripts are allowed in society.