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I deleted Kyo's names off of my friends list for a variety of reason. The first and for most is that I've been crying alot lately. I began to cry at the seniors last day of school, remembering that the same time last year I was crying because I thought I would never see Kyo again. In a sense, I didn't. Either she changed drastically or I was just very blind. I cried because she dropped out of collage, I cried because she wasn't going to take care of her self, I cried because she want's nothing more than to go back and freeload off of people. I cried so hard. I cried also because I wish I could heal her, and I cried when my sister yelled at me, telling me there was nothing I could do. I don't want to cry any more, so I'm taking the weakest approach to this, out of sight out of mind. God, If I was a worth while human, maybe I could do something to help her get her mind back on track. I wish so hard that I could heal people, I wish that I could fix their problems. I wish I could help Sam and Sarah, and I wish I could help Rose. I was just born a weak human, and all I can do is watch my friends suffer. I don't want to, but what can I do? They say there is nothing I can do to help. I know there is nothing I can do.