Feelin bluesy...
I don't know if it's the weather... grey and rainy for 3 or 4 days now, I've lost count, or the fact that summer is financially harder due to my hours being cut at work (we're slow from may-august)and we are broke/behind all the frickin time, but I am feeling really bluesy, I can't get Adele's Rolling in the Deep out of my head and have been cruising youtube listening to blues singers, nothing is quite finding the mark though, singing has helped but nothing as yet is tapping into that well of emotion that I can feel swirling around inside me...
Hmmm maybe I need the water... as much as I don't like the thought of sitting in the bathtub right now, water has an amazing effect on me emotionally, yup bath it is. Something in me needs to either come out, or drown and since it's hanging on so tight, drown it is.
Normally I'd drink to quash these feelings, however i've had this intolerance for liquor that can now be attributed to the liver/gallbladder issues.
These posts have been so disjointed, I think I've forgotten how to write... yet another thing to feel bluesy about.
Hmmm maybe I need the water... as much as I don't like the thought of sitting in the bathtub right now, water has an amazing effect on me emotionally, yup bath it is. Something in me needs to either come out, or drown and since it's hanging on so tight, drown it is.
Normally I'd drink to quash these feelings, however i've had this intolerance for liquor that can now be attributed to the liver/gallbladder issues.
These posts have been so disjointed, I think I've forgotten how to write... yet another thing to feel bluesy about.