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It has been so bloody long since my last entry and in that time many things have happened.
Main thing is Anfey and I broke up and it did not end well.....for awhile.....we have been trying the friends thing and it hasnt been so far working out but we are trying it again now and we will see how it goes this time. Basically he started seeing a girl not too long after we broke up and it was one of the girls I was concerned about him seeing thou he promises nothing happened till after we had definately broken up it was still a shock and it has taken me sometime to forgive that and move on myself and get over him, I have been having some therapy sessions to help with this breakup and the stress that has been going on at work too.
Anyways since then I have moved on....not in a relationship but I am going out having fun and finding myself again....I am not seeing someone but more of just having a few friends on the side who I can turn to for these certain needs LOL
I have recently gotten back in contact with an old friend from school too and I have been enjoying catching up with him, I had a crush on him in school but nothing is happeneing between us now as he is married, despite being in an unhappy marriage he is still married and I would never do anything to ruin that.....he has said he is willing to leave it for me but I just gotta say the word but I wont he needs to make that choice for himself not for me. So we will see what the future will bring from that situation......16yrs have past between us since we last saw each other so another 6months or so wont matter.
I also applied for a supervisors position at work....I did not get it but I have shown the bosses that I am interested and now they are keeping their eyes on me.....not sure if that is a good thing LOL
I am getting there.....its taking me time but I am slowly getting back to me!
Main thing is Anfey and I broke up and it did not end well.....for awhile.....we have been trying the friends thing and it hasnt been so far working out but we are trying it again now and we will see how it goes this time. Basically he started seeing a girl not too long after we broke up and it was one of the girls I was concerned about him seeing thou he promises nothing happened till after we had definately broken up it was still a shock and it has taken me sometime to forgive that and move on myself and get over him, I have been having some therapy sessions to help with this breakup and the stress that has been going on at work too.
Anyways since then I have moved on....not in a relationship but I am going out having fun and finding myself again....I am not seeing someone but more of just having a few friends on the side who I can turn to for these certain needs LOL
I have recently gotten back in contact with an old friend from school too and I have been enjoying catching up with him, I had a crush on him in school but nothing is happeneing between us now as he is married, despite being in an unhappy marriage he is still married and I would never do anything to ruin that.....he has said he is willing to leave it for me but I just gotta say the word but I wont he needs to make that choice for himself not for me. So we will see what the future will bring from that situation......16yrs have past between us since we last saw each other so another 6months or so wont matter.
I also applied for a supervisors position at work....I did not get it but I have shown the bosses that I am interested and now they are keeping their eyes on me.....not sure if that is a good thing LOL
I am getting there.....its taking me time but I am slowly getting back to me!