i am feeling a bit better...but I cant help myself
I seriously cant help myself lol I have just spoken to him again, I rang and asked could I just have a moment to ask something he is so patient with me the poor thing.
I just needed to know if we could start as friends.....if I saw him online could I say hi how is the study going?...if I saw him at work can I talk to him or is it going to be too hard to start afresh as mates then lead back to our relationship
I was just so confused to what were the rules of this temp break and how I could still get to know him and see he is ok without doing something wrong.
He said its fine to comment on facebook or say hi online and at work.....he said I wasnt doing anything wrong by asking questions and he will tell me if I am contacting him too much.
He still says he loves me and would like it to start slowly as friends just give him these 3 weeks and we talk again about it more...but till then he said we are ok for talking.
I feel better that I now know what my limits are.
I need restrictions so I know that way I wont do anything wrong to make it worse for me or him to get back together.
He said I cant do anything wrong he apologised for what he is putting me thru that he can only imagine that I am going thru hell and he is so sorry, i told him that I know he wouldnt be doing it to me unless he thought it was absolutely necessary and it was ok I would be ok...he said he believes in me that I will be strong for us.
But on another note a friend of mine on facebook sent me a video of Powderfingers song "Burn Your Name" and it made me cry and smile at the same time that a guy who I havent spoken to since he left our work about 6months ago still feels for me at this time and then the song made me cry cause that is what I would love Anfey to hear cause I do want every soul to know that I love him for what he is.
I just needed to know if we could start as friends.....if I saw him online could I say hi how is the study going?...if I saw him at work can I talk to him or is it going to be too hard to start afresh as mates then lead back to our relationship
I was just so confused to what were the rules of this temp break and how I could still get to know him and see he is ok without doing something wrong.
He said its fine to comment on facebook or say hi online and at work.....he said I wasnt doing anything wrong by asking questions and he will tell me if I am contacting him too much.
He still says he loves me and would like it to start slowly as friends just give him these 3 weeks and we talk again about it more...but till then he said we are ok for talking.
I feel better that I now know what my limits are.
I need restrictions so I know that way I wont do anything wrong to make it worse for me or him to get back together.
He said I cant do anything wrong he apologised for what he is putting me thru that he can only imagine that I am going thru hell and he is so sorry, i told him that I know he wouldnt be doing it to me unless he thought it was absolutely necessary and it was ok I would be ok...he said he believes in me that I will be strong for us.
But on another note a friend of mine on facebook sent me a video of Powderfingers song "Burn Your Name" and it made me cry and smile at the same time that a guy who I havent spoken to since he left our work about 6months ago still feels for me at this time and then the song made me cry cause that is what I would love Anfey to hear cause I do want every soul to know that I love him for what he is.