hard times
the other day Anfey and I had a fight over time spent together and what we could do to make it more beneficial and more time for him to study. The big big fight turned into yelling and screaming and many tears fron both of us.
We nearly broke up. He actually said we should because he can see it just getting busier for him and he doesnt want me to be hurt by having to sacrafice our time together now for us to get somewhere in the future. I went ballistic at him, I told him if I leave now as much as I love him he wont get me back later. I told him he can not be sure that I may or may not be hurt in the future cause of his lack of time for me. I told him I hated the fact that I was easy to cast aside rather than other things in his life. He yelled back at me that I was not easy to leave that he is only doing it to help me out that he loves me and wants to spend the rest of his life with me that it kills him to hurt me now, I told him if he hurts me now its worse than maybe hurting me later...........after much much more arguing and crying from both of us he realised the mistake he had made and cried his eyes out for me to forgive him and forget he said it he paniced and didnt know what to do he just wanted me to not get hurt.
So in the long run we have sorted shit out, he now feels so guilty for hurting me in trying to not hurt me, and we are still together and working thru the lack of time together. I love this man and I want to make it work but I am glad he is realising what I have done for him.
He feels so bad about what he asked for me to do by breaking up with him but he now says he wants to make it up to me everyday.
I am not sure how we are going to go with everything but I am sure we will get thru it together
We nearly broke up. He actually said we should because he can see it just getting busier for him and he doesnt want me to be hurt by having to sacrafice our time together now for us to get somewhere in the future. I went ballistic at him, I told him if I leave now as much as I love him he wont get me back later. I told him he can not be sure that I may or may not be hurt in the future cause of his lack of time for me. I told him I hated the fact that I was easy to cast aside rather than other things in his life. He yelled back at me that I was not easy to leave that he is only doing it to help me out that he loves me and wants to spend the rest of his life with me that it kills him to hurt me now, I told him if he hurts me now its worse than maybe hurting me later...........after much much more arguing and crying from both of us he realised the mistake he had made and cried his eyes out for me to forgive him and forget he said it he paniced and didnt know what to do he just wanted me to not get hurt.
So in the long run we have sorted shit out, he now feels so guilty for hurting me in trying to not hurt me, and we are still together and working thru the lack of time together. I love this man and I want to make it work but I am glad he is realising what I have done for him.
He feels so bad about what he asked for me to do by breaking up with him but he now says he wants to make it up to me everyday.
I am not sure how we are going to go with everything but I am sure we will get thru it together