I am just tired and hormonal and bored on my holidays so this I know is silly but I miss Anfey and hate the fact we now have to spend so much time apart to get to the big picture
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this my dear is real love That you are feeling. http://secretzen.com/i-could-live-with/ I was once this. I swore i needed no one not ever within my life. and then this Awesom man who in 60 days I will marry and be his wife for life... something I also swore Iwould never be... i could never hack spending all my free time with a man, i could never give up on my social life ether... but then this man it just all felt son right. i gave up everything and in the end just missed him when we were apart. i still dont miss going out clubbing every weekend and seeing live bands too. because i get to be home with my stunning man of whome i love more then anything and he loves me noonehas ever loved me like he loves me. I live with him and miss him when he goes to work so much that sometime's i shead a tear. its all love on your part i am sure of it. your not needy nor clingy ether its just such a strong powerful love ou both share together,hang in there because in the end itwill all be worth it. much love to you my dear friend. xox
its just scary I guess, we are still sorting out whether or not things travel the same while he is studying and its stressfull so much that the other day we ended up in such a big fight he thought it would be best to break up. He was sitting on my floor crying his eyes out when he said it then he realised how hurtful it was to me to suggest it that he took it back and is now completely guilty about it, I know he is trying to do too much and make sure i dont get left out or hurt in the process of him studying and getting ready to go down the academy so its killing him he cant see me as much, things are sorted we havent broken up we are still together we were both just so emotional and stressed and scared of loosing the other one we tried pushing each other away, he loves me I know this I love him I know this too!
On another note my best wishes to you and your future husband for the upcoming wedding my darling girl, I see how happy he makes you and i wish to half as happy as you two! Hugs
http://secretzen.com/i-could-live-with/
I was once this. I swore i needed no one not ever within my life. and then this Awesom man who in 60 days I will marry and be his wife for life... something I also swore Iwould never be...
i could never hack spending all my free time with a man, i could never give up on my social life ether... but then this man it just all felt son right. i gave up everything and in the end just missed him when we were apart. i still dont miss going out clubbing every weekend and seeing live bands too. because i get to be home with my stunning man of whome i love more then anything and he loves me noonehas ever loved me like he loves me. I live with him and miss him when he goes to work so much that sometime's i shead a tear.
its all love on your part i am sure of it.
your not needy nor clingy ether its just such a strong powerful love ou both share together,hang in there because in the end itwill all be worth it.
much love to you my dear friend. xox
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On another note my best wishes to you and your future husband for the upcoming wedding my darling girl, I see how happy he makes you and i wish to half as happy as you two!
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