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[zikolotaputa]

i gave you all of me whenever you wanted it
i was ALWAYS there for you, since the first day i met you
i fucking have loved you forever
now i hate you
you fucked up our life together
i could never trust you again, im disgusted

i need to eat, but the food wont stay down
im scared
i really felt like you were the one for me
what am i going to do with myself now, without you
....be strong, i guess

i just dont understand...

i know i lied to you, a lot
i know i did wrong to you
and for that i am sorry

my heart just feels huge and hollow
and heavy
oh yeah
and broken