Apr 18, 2007 14:31
I want to curl into a ball and die. Is that ok with everyone? Yeah? Just checking because right now my had feels two sizes too small because my sinuses are all stuffed up. And when I talk I sound like a porn star. That last bit isn't really making me want to kill myself but it all goes with being sick. FUCK. Because this is just what I need. As if I'm not miserable enough with exams I have to get sick on top of it. I just want to be back in Calgary (something I never though I would say in a million years) in my own bed where I can wallow in peace. But no I'm stuck here until Sunday, I still have to get through my Philosophy exam on Friday, and then a 15 hour bus ride on Sunday night in order to get home. It's nice that my mother decided to let me know the week before exams started that I had to find my own way home and that she wasn't picking me up. I didn't have enough shit to deal with.
The dumb thing is that I know as soon as I get home it will only take like a month before I want to be back in Vancouver. Because this city rocks. I really do love it to death, but right now I need to be somewhere else.
sick,
family,
school