Great, another episode...
So, I'm tired of trying to be happy around people. I can't stand it anymore. I'm not happy, I'm actually going through a very depressed point in my life, and I can't get out of it.
Today started well enough. Went to work, went and hung out with friends. They wanted to go hang out at Roger's hotel room. I didn't really want to. I didn't want to be rushed trying to get ready for work tomorrow. I know that if I had gone and stayed the night with them like they wanted me to, I never would have gotten up in time. I can't afford to lose this job. I can have my friend's mad at me all they want to be, I'm used to having people hate me, but I need to keep this job.
Today started well enough. Went to work, went and hung out with friends. They wanted to go hang out at Roger's hotel room. I didn't really want to. I didn't want to be rushed trying to get ready for work tomorrow. I know that if I had gone and stayed the night with them like they wanted me to, I never would have gotten up in time. I can't afford to lose this job. I can have my friend's mad at me all they want to be, I'm used to having people hate me, but I need to keep this job.