IV

[zikayoka]

2am and naked/Cindy

is this your way?

to leave me naked in a bed
just a jonny
is it a jonny or a janie I laugh
and sob
but it's
nice it feels like a

nonono
can't condone

no better naked
no just boxers
2 am and naked
can't feel good
now

Years will pass and i'll be back
shaking with the DT's
Being a late stage
alcoholic is so
effecient

Just 1 drink to get ya smashed
soon i can walk with Cindy down
the halls slowly now
as she was
we keep up together
holding hands,
not the broken one though

i'll be much
slower then, she can keep up

if she lives that long...

This seems long I know
four days seemed long too
but it wasn�t
the longest part
was the first ten minutes
after the door shuts
and my roommate screams

fuckin� gonna fuckin� kill you fuck�
fuckin� gonna fuckin� kill you fuck�

Open my eyes...

YOU SHURE FUCKING DID.

but it was moot...
damage was done on the
porch
on the phone
on the net
won't condone
daddy opened my eyes
and closed his long ago

He loves a lie and I love him
So take his lie for what its worth
does anyone really deserve to be happy
can�t speak for everyone else

Dad doesn�t condone i