May 09, 2006 16:22
eh.
chris found out that i was with alastair on saturday. i dont know from who.
but he officially hates me now.
i messed up badly.
i shouldnt have lied. but what else was i supposed to do? i couldnt tell him. he wouldve gotten even madder. i needed to break up with him. i needed to.
i just feel horrible that it has to be this way.
i am ecstatic for the triple date. hopefully ben likes sushi. and hopefully it works out.
man. i only have about 4 weeks of school left. how exciting is that?
hum. i guess things are ok. i mean, he deserved it. even though he doesnt know that he did.
eh.