Life Update
I was suprised that it had been 6 weeks since I last posted to my journal. I have never been a consistant poster but its good to have to just unload your mind. I am never quite sure I do that but I still try.
My good friend and fellow facebook/LJ user Beth was spot on when she said its nice to have a place to unload in depth.
Ok, back to my life at present. I would have to say the biggest thing lately was the chance to spend time with my daughter and my grandkids. I have gotten so close them it was hard for me when it came time for them to leave. They were here from mid January thru the first part of May. I got the chance celebrate my granddaughters 2nd birthday. It was fun having them here.
My mother suffered a heart attack about 3 weeks ago but is doing fine. She finally admitted this time that it was a heart attack. You can't tell her to take care of herself. I am not really in the position to talk because I have not been taking all that good care of my self either. I have pretty much gained almost all of the 40 pounds I had lost back. I have been kind of lax on eating sweets and carbs and of course not exercising, unless you call going to the driving range and playing 9 holes of golf exercise.
My family has become so self oriented that its like I don't exist most times. I keep in touch with my sister in Arizona most often. They are here visiting so I am joining them for dinner tomorrow night.
Linda has been spending more time here lately because she doesn't care for her b/f's daughter. (long story there) It has put a bit of stress on me because I had gotten used to her being gone. I know its her house but some times when she is here all she can do is complain about, well, everything. Yet here I am complaining about her. She is one of the few people in my life that have truly helped me.
It seems my work load has increased. I have the same job doing the same thing yet my boss seems to expect more of me. I know I know its all my fault or so I have been told.
Lastly my love life or lack there of, I keep telling myself I should try to start to date but then like so many things in my life I have never really been a "dater". I guess that pretty much explains my lack of a love life and the unlucky list of past loves. It all ties to the same thing I would imagine. I find it very perplexing that after all this time I still have Natalie or whom ever it was/is cross my mind on a regular basis. I remember the last time we talked but I don't recall how long ago it was. It seemed like she would call me about every 6 month but I know its been longer than that. I am sure she has found someone and moved on. If thats the case I am hope she's happy.
My good friend and fellow facebook/LJ user Beth was spot on when she said its nice to have a place to unload in depth.
Ok, back to my life at present. I would have to say the biggest thing lately was the chance to spend time with my daughter and my grandkids. I have gotten so close them it was hard for me when it came time for them to leave. They were here from mid January thru the first part of May. I got the chance celebrate my granddaughters 2nd birthday. It was fun having them here.
My mother suffered a heart attack about 3 weeks ago but is doing fine. She finally admitted this time that it was a heart attack. You can't tell her to take care of herself. I am not really in the position to talk because I have not been taking all that good care of my self either. I have pretty much gained almost all of the 40 pounds I had lost back. I have been kind of lax on eating sweets and carbs and of course not exercising, unless you call going to the driving range and playing 9 holes of golf exercise.
My family has become so self oriented that its like I don't exist most times. I keep in touch with my sister in Arizona most often. They are here visiting so I am joining them for dinner tomorrow night.
Linda has been spending more time here lately because she doesn't care for her b/f's daughter. (long story there) It has put a bit of stress on me because I had gotten used to her being gone. I know its her house but some times when she is here all she can do is complain about, well, everything. Yet here I am complaining about her. She is one of the few people in my life that have truly helped me.
It seems my work load has increased. I have the same job doing the same thing yet my boss seems to expect more of me. I know I know its all my fault or so I have been told.
Lastly my love life or lack there of, I keep telling myself I should try to start to date but then like so many things in my life I have never really been a "dater". I guess that pretty much explains my lack of a love life and the unlucky list of past loves. It all ties to the same thing I would imagine. I find it very perplexing that after all this time I still have Natalie or whom ever it was/is cross my mind on a regular basis. I remember the last time we talked but I don't recall how long ago it was. It seemed like she would call me about every 6 month but I know its been longer than that. I am sure she has found someone and moved on. If thats the case I am hope she's happy.