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I guess im afraid that if i cash in all my work cheques - i.e five weeks worth of them i might have money in my account. Dangerous amounts. To someone who thinks 40 quid is a fortune still.
But that aside - Im afraid that cashing-in might lead to careless spending,guilt,short-term benefits rather than long ones.
And yet maybe its just that im afraid that i might be able to "live a little" if i did that..

The problem of making the decision wouldnt be so bad if i wasnt being forced into it by the fact that my employer is prying into my personal buisness asking me why my cheques havent been going through and i havent been getting paid.

i mean. in theory i appreciate the gesture, but.

it kinda makes things a bit difficult, here.

Im trying to reach a financial goal of well.. maybe some sort of semi-independence by next year and well..
if people ask me to cash in my cheques all ill do is go and spend it all.

and yes.
i know.
its all a matter of self-control.

oh and the rest of yesterday was fun, btw.

and yes.
this post is definitelly very silly.

or can just go ahead and seem that for all i care, at any rate.