'...i'm wired and i'm tired... and i'm grinnin' like a fool...'
Transamerica is excellent. It's a sort of weird melancholic humor, exactly how I feel today.
I realize how much having a boyfriend meant familial acceptance for me. Sometimes I feel like a failure in the eyes of my family because I'm not in a relationship. It's especially difficult when you've had to live in the shadow of Danny and Amber, with their 9 years of being together before they decided to settle down into marriage, and my sister and Mark both being successful people and being perfect matches for one another.
I'm a hard enough man to love as it is. I'm closed, cold, cynical, and decidedly anti-romantic. Were that my skin be stitched from sheets of metal, thick enough to stop bullets and radiation.
I keep everyone away while I desperately want someone in here with me.
Maybe I should develop multiple personality disorder.
I realize how much having a boyfriend meant familial acceptance for me. Sometimes I feel like a failure in the eyes of my family because I'm not in a relationship. It's especially difficult when you've had to live in the shadow of Danny and Amber, with their 9 years of being together before they decided to settle down into marriage, and my sister and Mark both being successful people and being perfect matches for one another.
I'm a hard enough man to love as it is. I'm closed, cold, cynical, and decidedly anti-romantic. Were that my skin be stitched from sheets of metal, thick enough to stop bullets and radiation.
I keep everyone away while I desperately want someone in here with me.
Maybe I should develop multiple personality disorder.