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I missed everything today. Diversity Week is now in full swing and I should have been helping, but I didn't. I freaked out instead.
I've gone from being fully functional to suffering from anxiety attacks and having my flight response kick in at any available moment.
Gonna try to go to class today, since I'm already here at school. Sitting in the back of a big lecture hall ain't so bad. Hopefully I won't freak out again.
I feel like a horrid cliche right now. A stupid, horrible cliche.
Why do I still have to deal with this? Why won't it just go away?
I've gone from being fully functional to suffering from anxiety attacks and having my flight response kick in at any available moment.
Gonna try to go to class today, since I'm already here at school. Sitting in the back of a big lecture hall ain't so bad. Hopefully I won't freak out again.
I feel like a horrid cliche right now. A stupid, horrible cliche.
Why do I still have to deal with this? Why won't it just go away?