...nowhere to go... lovin the livin
i need to get out of here. things are going great except i can't live at my dad's house anymore. i don't wanna run away cuz yeah i like it here and i'd miss too many people but i dunno what i should do. he wants em to live with my mom and she wants me to live with him and ahhh i hate this. i need to get the hell out of this house. my dad is strating to scare me. when he gets mad he's like, nvm...
i had a great day yesterday, before i got home. i left school at around 11:45 and went to see my psychologist (sandy) and we had an extremely good conversation. then i kept having good conversations with people and then me and stewart and stephen went to stewarts house and that was fun. cept i feel guilty for makign stewart sad. but yeah anywaysi got home at around 9:00 cuz my dad forgot to pick me up so i had to get a ride and then he wasn't home until like midnight and im like "what happened?" and he's like "don't talk to me now for your own good!" and he slammed the door in my face, once again. then this morning he just kept yelling at me for everything and im used to him yelling and stuff cept he was being way worse today he was scaring me alot. i don't know what i should do.
im not going to cut myself anymore. this time im serious. before i just didn't want to but i still got urges to. now i get disgusted when i think about it.
Quod me nutrit me destruit
yah i think ima go back to sleep now or something (two hour delay) and hopefully i'll wake up in time to catch the bus cuz my dad left again. peace out and muchos <3 *Kaela* ¿?
i had a great day yesterday, before i got home. i left school at around 11:45 and went to see my psychologist (sandy) and we had an extremely good conversation. then i kept having good conversations with people and then me and stewart and stephen went to stewarts house and that was fun. cept i feel guilty for makign stewart sad. but yeah anywaysi got home at around 9:00 cuz my dad forgot to pick me up so i had to get a ride and then he wasn't home until like midnight and im like "what happened?" and he's like "don't talk to me now for your own good!" and he slammed the door in my face, once again. then this morning he just kept yelling at me for everything and im used to him yelling and stuff cept he was being way worse today he was scaring me alot. i don't know what i should do.
im not going to cut myself anymore. this time im serious. before i just didn't want to but i still got urges to. now i get disgusted when i think about it.
Quod me nutrit me destruit
yah i think ima go back to sleep now or something (two hour delay) and hopefully i'll wake up in time to catch the bus cuz my dad left again. peace out and muchos <3 *Kaela* ¿?